RARR!!! I'm feeling so dead tired.
Reached home at 10pm today from CO prac.
Sleeping at 1plus am for consecutive 2 days is a definite NO-NO for someone like me who can't keep late nights. AND that's only to struggle to complete all homework for the next day. o_O
I'm pretty sure the following month will be TERRIBLE for me, on top of sch and an increasing workload, CO prac is increasing from 2 prac per week to 4!!!
Tues,Wed,Fri and Sat will be CO days from now on.
(bearing in mind that prac time on tues: 5pm-8.30pm, wed: 3.30pm-8.30pm, fri:undetermined yet, and sat: 8am-12pm)
Not that I'm complaining as I too have a stake in CO, I'm just super worried whether my physical state can withstand such a timetable for 1 month.
Been popping health pills to keep my body going. good luck to me.
I take comfort that CO prac will be fun with lovely juniors like joson,minghan, shihao and jingxian around; alvin will be around to crack me up and of course, the beautiful music we're producing. ((:
ENDURE.PERSEVERE.
and I believe in myself.
something to look forward this Fri: OAC Night Hike!
P.S will try to post photos of NE day camp,grandma's bdae and my auntie's bdae asap
"道长 is a lifetime job
一个黄城人最多只能谢幕六次, no more than that.
很庆幸可以谢幕第六次。始终还是standby在同样的位置，house right的stall entrance。始终都没有感觉。想哭，想叫，想high，不过都做不到。最后的那几分钟，问过自己，如果现在不high，还要等到什么时候？
最后是什么感觉，我忘记了。不过我六次都没有哭。
想起跟云舟说过，我发现了道长不是做一年的，是一辈子的。因为seniors无论过了多久都不会忘记，都会回来帮忙。所以每个道长都会有这种responsibility，有这种 feeling of being compelled to come back. 我想，明年大概这段时间，我应该是摆脱不了amphi的阴影吧。
不过云舟说，其实不是做一辈子。是只要黄城还在，道长就得继续做下去。
这样的话，我想一辈子都做道长。
成为黄城人是很偶然的事情。做足两年是意想不到。当上道长更是意外。
不知道有多少人警告过我，做J2的黄城人不好玩。终于明白他们在讲的是什么，不过相信从来都没有人后悔过。回想起走过的路，还真长啊！amphi从空的开始，渐渐填满了我们“包”下的地盘，到领土扩充，直到整个amphi都是道具，又在一夜之间完全消失。黄城的梦是神奇的。
J2看得到很多去年看不到的东西。无论是检讨、协调、拜台、跟老师吵、跟security吵，这些点点滴滴，都造就了黄城的难忘经验。今年自己不换场，而是抓换场时间，不再搬道具，而是拉curtain，不再沉默，有得玩cans（不好玩）。看到的很多，学到的更多。无忧无虑地做道具、补道具、搬道具、换场，更好玩。
remember the myth about 道长 being the busiest person in VT? 有多准确我就不说了，等你自己当了道长就会知道 =)
不必再担心钱不够用。不必再买木、买镙丝（“林顺和合记”的镙丝都是给我买完的，今年可能用了5000多颗）。不必再画、再改storage plan. 不必在酝酿情绪来骂人。suddenly, it's empty. where do you go from now onwards?
it's not so much the work, the time, or the lethargy. it's the people. those whom you might never get to work with if you went anywhere else. and it's this special bonding, this special relationship, which keeps you remebering, which keeps you coming back for more.
拆道具是没有什么好心痛的。因为如果不拆，它们就失去了它们的意义。
如果黄城再长一点，哪怕只是一个星期，就不再是黄城了。她的意义就在于这三个月，才会叫人珍惜、叫人难忘。
自从上任以后，我的座右铭就是“任重道远”。i can't find anything more apt.
倾尽了大半的初院岁月在黄城，是时候move on了。i never had PHD last year. i doubt i'll have any this year. i've lived my own 黄城 life to the fullest, and i've enough memories to last me forever.
谢谢你们，陪我走过了这一切。
"house curtain fully closed."
道长 off cans."
the essence of 黄城精神！((: thanks to lee heng for giving me a deeper insight!
NJ roadrun
the girls who ran with me!
us looking sweaty after the run!
Western dance on the tracks.
overall, i enjoyed roadrun! yea. the pace was good, the weather was wonderful and the running partners were great and highly motivated. ((: We completed the run without feeling extremely fatigue, but rather, we were all smiles after the run. Doesn't feel like 3.2km at all when everything feels right!
outing to celebrate enchun and alicia's bdae!
US at teenage @ bugis cafe for lunch
my lunch: fish and chips for $5.20
the remaining time was spent at kbox in cineleisure! FUN! ((:
dinner at Kobayashi @ Cine
enchun dear looking pleased with her dinner
alicia babe and i! note: is her clothes stained...or is she picking her food with chopsticks?
ohyes..chantalle has arrived!!!! well..we had a surprise at hand for them. chantalle was supposed to come,but she pretended that she had something on and did not appear in kbox..then tadah! She came with the presents and cake! ((:
isn't the cake cute!!! powerpuff girls! kind of suit the all-girls occasion
the birthday girls looking happy...
happier with each growing moment..
alicia getting HIGH...
...and it's enchun's turn! LOL
cutting the cake...with CHOPSTICKS!
this happens with a knife is replaced with chopsticks!
dig in!
first try...BLUR
foursome! ((:
HAPPY SWEET BIRTHDAY TO ENCHUN AND ALICIA!!! march babies!
papa's 56th bdae on 26feb ((:
prima deli cake
family photo
mama and papa
blowing out the candles....
cutting the cake!