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Friday, March 23, 2007 @10:57 PM

"道长 is a lifetime job

一个黄城人最多只能谢幕六次, no more than that.

很庆幸可以谢幕第六次。始终还是standby在同样的位置,house right的stall entrance。始终都没有感觉。想哭,想叫,想high,不过都做不到。最后的那几分钟,问过自己,如果现在不high,还要等到什么时候?

最后是什么感觉,我忘记了。不过我六次都没有哭。

想起跟云舟说过,我发现了道长不是做一年的,是一辈子的。因为seniors无论过了多久都不会忘记,都会回来帮忙。所以每个道长都会有这种responsibility,有这种 feeling of being compelled to come back. 我想,明年大概这段时间,我应该是摆脱不了amphi的阴影吧。

不过云舟说,其实不是做一辈子。是只要黄城还在,道长就得继续做下去。

这样的话,我想一辈子都做道长。

成为黄城人是很偶然的事情。做足两年是意想不到。当上道长更是意外。

不知道有多少人警告过我,做J2的黄城人不好玩。终于明白他们在讲的是什么,不过相信从来都没有人后悔过。回想起走过的路,还真长啊!amphi从空的开始,渐渐填满了我们“包”下的地盘,到领土扩充,直到整个amphi都是道具,又在一夜之间完全消失。黄城的梦是神奇的。

J2看得到很多去年看不到的东西。无论是检讨、协调、拜台、跟老师吵、跟security吵,这些点点滴滴,都造就了黄城的难忘经验。今年自己不换场,而是抓换场时间,不再搬道具,而是拉curtain,不再沉默,有得玩cans(不好玩)。看到的很多,学到的更多。无忧无虑地做道具、补道具、搬道具、换场,更好玩。

remember the myth about 道长 being the busiest person in VT? 有多准确我就不说了,等你自己当了道长就会知道 =)

不必再担心钱不够用。不必再买木、买镙丝(“林顺和合记”的镙丝都是给我买完的,今年可能用了5000多颗)。不必再画、再改storage plan. 不必在酝酿情绪来骂人。suddenly, it's empty. where do you go from now onwards?

it's not so much the work, the time, or the lethargy. it's the people. those whom you might never get to work with if you went anywhere else. and it's this special bonding, this special relationship, which keeps you remebering, which keeps you coming back for more.

拆道具是没有什么好心痛的。因为如果不拆,它们就失去了它们的意义。

如果黄城再长一点,哪怕只是一个星期,就不再是黄城了。她的意义就在于这三个月,才会叫人珍惜、叫人难忘。

自从上任以后,我的座右铭就是“任重道远”。i can't find anything more apt.

倾尽了大半的初院岁月在黄城,是时候move on了。i never had PHD last year. i doubt i'll have any this year. i've lived my own 黄城 life to the fullest, and i've enough memories to last me forever.

谢谢你们,陪我走过了这一切。

"house curtain fully closed."

道长 off cans."

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